27th May 2010

Still emo-ing. Sorry gina I think we'll become emos, my bad. Well anyway no news from PPP, so sad, make bra sad, make bra emo, make bra frustrated and bad mood / moody for so many months etc. Just one message, one call, one smile also cannot??? PPP I really heart you, I'm not lying. Please don't hurt me by leaving me...I need you in my life, you're like a part of me...please just don't say goodbye :'(
okay okay...enough emo-ing. PPP is not worth crying for, at least that's what Steph says...poor bra...What's his problem? or is it my problem? How am I supposed to understand what PPP means by just leaving me without a word ? One minute he's being such a sweetheart, darling this and that, and another minute he's like...Urgh...can't take it anymore. I wanna ask him so badly but I'm afraid he won't say anything or he might even be like " huh? " >.< makes me so angry!!! This thing happens like when a new year starts...how can someone like someone for one year then forget about it the next year and like the same person back the following year and well, you know how it goes...I don't understand people like that. Oh well, inhale and exhale, Deborah ~ I think I'm gonna fail my physics and chem BIG TIME!!! Bio holds a smaller chance of failing...hehe~ Anyway, I'm so looking forward to the trip to Gurney with the whole gina family...Aww...it'll be full of memories =) Yay! Oh and today Bahtera Merdeka sounded 100 times better than before...I'm so grateful to teacher~ So boring...hardly anyone sms me nowadays...again it's PPP's fault for ignoring me, and furthermore my other sms buddy is having exams...so sad, pity pity...the only messages I can be sure or hope to receive are from 2900. Pretty lame huh? No choice, blame PPP again...Oh ya...I kept fretting about PPP that I almost forgot to say I GOT DISTINCTION in Grade 8 piano exam!!! ^^ Which means that technically, I'm gonna continue taking diploma soon...Need to find out about a new piano teacher as quickly as possible. Wish me all the best~ Muakcz... XD