27th Dec. 2009

Yesterday was so fun!!! haha...in the end we didn't go to the 'end of the world' beach...a little dissapointed...I wanted to see what the 'end of the world' beach was like...hmmm...XD ~ Oh well, enjoyed the time spent at the public beach behind Fla-min-go hotel... ^^ ~ Hmmm...let's see...Christmas dinner was nice with family...but this year Christmas lack of something...or should I say someone... ... Anyway, not gonna think about those sad sad stuff...no point doing so...30th I'll be going to Ipoh...wee~ hope I can meet up with some of my shao nian jun friends...miss them...but of course I love my friends back here in Penang too...^^Next year will be very busy lo...seriously...piles of homework and scheduled tuitions... these hols will be the one's I'm gonna really miss ~ Next year I don't think I'll have as much time as this year to go out with my friends...or do stuff I wanna do...speaking of next year...I really hope xxx will not let go of me...I'll regret it for sure...but what to do...to some people studies come first...not to say I don't put studies as my top priority...but still...don't want to talk about this...makes me some what angry and extremely sad...Hmmm...I wonder what 2010 will be like?!...

26th Dec. 2009

Christmas is over so fast...time flies...oh well, PMR results also came out already...Mum wasn't satisfied for the past 2 days...don't understand her...I tried my best what...6 A's 2 B's is what I expected already actually...I knew my KH and Chinese sure get B...what to do...I hate accounts and all those RBT stuff and besides, I've never been good in Chinese anyway...So, expected already what, rite?! =.= Forget it anyway...she's much over it now since I got a little emotional yesterday about my results...XD Thank God she's finally getting over it...Today, going to picnic with church youth at 'end of the world' beach...where's that? People say it's further than Batu Ferringhi a bit...but I still don't know where...haha...that's me, I'm always blur !!! ~ So hungry now...craving for Subway/Dominos ~ ^^ Oh well, lately...got too many things happening...some sad some happy...so once again I would like to officially announce... Deborah Elizabeth Martin is NEUTRAL once again...XD you should be glad to know that...haha...I would like to conclude that being neutral仔 is the best...not good not bad...don't have to take sides either !!! haha...I think I'll stay neutral for the rest of my life ~ (most probably)...haiz...now don't know what to do about what happened between...oh well, shhh...not gonna say this...better keep quiet about it anyway...I guess I just have to keep going on no matter what happens in my life...time's not gonna wait for me...my life will just keep going forward there's no turning back to the past...you definitely can't do that...but how I wish we could go back to a certain day and stay there forever :'( ~wow...I just changed the mood so quickly...haha...somehow though I don't know whether I'll be able to accept what's gonna happen in the future...life's gonna be somehow different without a certain person...who knew it was just gonna end here like this... ...who knew...I better stop writing before I 'biao' 泪...haha...until my next blog ~

14th Dec. 2009

Shopping in KL is very tiring...whew...I managed to buy the 8th book of Alex Rider !!! Its out...Anthony Horowitz finally decided to continue writing about Alex...Ahhh...Alex rider is so HOT !!! ( in my imagination =] ) haha...sorry to my friends I didn't buy anything for you guys cause alot of things are too expensive and hard to find...well...at least I'm back here now...I miss Penang you know...I hate KL traffic, KL sun, KL view...almost hate everything about KL larx...The shopping malls also...make me walk until so tired...aiyo...I tell you ah...that time I really missed Gurney...Oh I LOVE YOU, GURNEY !!! Muackz...haha...don't mind me...I'm sot already ^^ Anyway...the 3 weeks camp is not what you guys think...Its not torture...really...It was in fact a very good experience to the outside world for me...I learnt that I've been too pampered and protected since I was a kid...and now it's time to growup...I chose to attend this camp because it's specially for form 3 students only...and how many times will we be form 3? only once in a lifetime...trust me it was the BEST experience ever...made new friends, learnt new things, and brought back wonderful memories... ...of course I will NEVER forget my dear friends back here in Penang...I've got so much to say to you all...I've missed you guys and now I'm missing the new friends I've made in the 3 weeks camp because all of them are from different states in our country...so its really difficult to connect with them except through internet or mobile phone... ... XOXO Deborah ~

13th Dec. 2009

Wow time flies...I'm back!!! I miss you guys, Ah Chong, Chels, Xin Tong, Yin Ling, Jia Fang, Jia Miin...3 weeks didn't contact you guys...really miss y'all but I didn't feel tortured there...I made a lot of new friends and learnt to be independent and stuff like that...You can view my Facebook photos ... and see my new friends...they're all also very nice ( not to say you all aren't nice...Duh! ) anyway...I'm back to blog, MSN, Facebook and mobile phone...but I must say I'm very tired now so...this will be a short blog...don't expect anything too long here...haha ^^